Odradek
by DB Jonas
January 2023
Anything that dies has had some kind of aim in life, some kind
of activity, which has worn out; this does not apply to Odradek.
—Franz Kafka, “The Cares of a Family Man”
Crown prince of excess, emperor of loose-ends,
his irregular, clattering step is always just barely
audible in the stillness. It is always near. I myself
have acquired its scrabbling rhythm over a full
forty years now, from the darkness of the corridor,
from the gravitational creak of this old house
settling into itself, from the narrow staircases of sleep.
I have even thought I’d seen him once or twice,
pausing to catch his breath, an oddment of sticks
among the centipedes and tangled sweepings.
And how would you know him, you ask, if you chanced
upon him on the stair? Well, we have it on good authority
that it would be the sound his voice makes, a kind
of rustling, the rustling of dry leaves, which is, I might add,
the noise a poem makes, like the melody of idle chit-chat,
and by the gracious, rasping, rallentando of his sentences.
His domain, when all is said and done, is after all
the domain of poems, where the sounds of words call
to one another across impossible distances, and where
you may, as if in the twilight, hear the rumor of thought
scratching its fleas. His is the empire of an unconquerable
fatigue, advancing, advancing across an endless terrain,
gaining indiscernible progress toward some distant,
shining purpose, an urgent purpose long ago forgotten.
DB Jonas is an orchardist living in the mountains of northern New Mexico. Born in California in 1951, he was raised in Japan and Mexico. His work has recently appeared in Tar River, Blue Unicorn, Neologism, Consilience Journal, The Ekphrastic Review, Innisfree Poetry, The Decadent Review, Revue {R}évolution, and others. His first collection, Tarantula Season, will be released by Finishing Line Press in 2023.